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dark_sheep

Simply named: '... bugger.'

May 26, 2006 00:36

... I was looking for my Translations text for tomorrows exam retake and found all my old notes from past English lessons and music lessons and came to the realisation that it's all finally come to an end. I'm going to miss everyone and even all the lessons and obviously the general atmosphere. And then I just sat there for about 5 minutes not ( Read more... )

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ashes_jyuakyu May 26 2006, 07:00:51 UTC

You know, that's an interesting conclusion to come to after finding notes on Translations. I would have been more like "Shit, we are going to fail this exam on Translations and The Tempest, completely!"
But, yeah. End of school. I think it's well overdue, I've had enough of it all now.
But, don't say best years of your life. Who knows what the future holds. And, if school is the best part of our lives, then what the fuck! Life from now on is really going to suck!!

dark_sheep May 27 2006, 15:33:37 UTC

Oh; I came to that realisation also but I've known that one for a good month.

I still reserve my right to say "the best years of my life" on the principle that they have been and I have yet to live the future; whether the comment will still be relevant in 20 years time - I doubt it - is yet to be seen! I just already took into account that I'll have a future and will feel the same as I do now about some other time! I was just talking about here, now and all that contemporary shit.

Basically I think I sneezed and that sneeze found its way onto LiveJournal... hence the lack of explanation! :)

haliaka May 26 2006, 13:47:41 UTC

I know what you mean. I was looking around the hall at the leavers lunch and thinking how I'm really gonna miss very few of the other people. But all the teachers, and the routines, and the school itself. I cant believe it. You have no idea how much I was crying today. Thinking I will never ever have a detention, or never go into the canteen again, or never hand in an essay late again. Or at all... *cries*

dark_sheep May 27 2006, 15:43:05 UTC

The last thing I did at school was being the last person to leave the hall where we ate the BBQ along with Mr. Berry whom I'd never spoken to in my life we had a conversation about hollywood animation/music. Twas nice... but yeah, it's going to be insane with no canteen/homework/essays ... I never got detentions anyway because I was good (either that or incredibly lucky ^_^; ) but I know exactly what you mean. I just felt slightly overwhelmed and it still hasn't really sunk in...

b1itz_lunar May 26 2006, 14:37:32 UTC

I have a little bit of advice which may help you deal with it. Something to the effect of "these are the good old days. don't dwell on the past and keep making new memories as at some point these days will be looked at in the same way you are looking at the past currently". There's a more poetic way of putting that I know, but I think it's true. It's easy to get preoccupied dwelling on past happenings, and wanting them to come back. If you're too busy having fun in the present, it won't matter too much I hope* :) and I'm sure you'll keep in touch with those who are the most important to you, right?

Admittedly I never had an overly emotional transition from secondary school There was only X amount of people I knew I'd really miss, so it was relatively painless.

*This is easier said than done for some of us =\.

dark_sheep May 27 2006, 15:36:42 UTC

See above. :D
Yeah it's easy to dwell, but we all know that it's easier to dwell just after and just before whatever you're dwelling on has finished. Give me a day more and some more alcohol and I'll be fine.
*Dances*