030~ [Typed in secret! Or so she thinks.]
Because I've been with the Undertaker all week, I've been in the tunnels and not able to see Atem at all. Is he still... upset with me? Are we still the same as we were before? I've done a lot of thinking, and now I'm totally sure that he shouldn't be blamed for anything, and I definitely don't feel any different about him now that I know everything. The only problem will be, I'm sure, convincing him of that. I saw the look on his face when he realized what I knew. What if he wants nothing to do with me now that I know? You can't be an Exorcist without realizing there are shades of gray in the world, and surely he doesn't think that I see everything in black and white. Surely he knows I wouldn't leave him alone because of something...
It's no good getting depressed about it, I suppose. There isn't really much I can do right now. I hope someone finds a way to get loose somehow, and soon.