rant, rave, bitch

[dark_sunshine]

i cant lie. i need to vent. the stress that i have been creating for myself is becoming too heavy of a cross to bear. i am trying so hard to make things better. i am trying hard to forget rob. i am trying to make the best out of work, even though im hardly making enough to survive. i am trying to not get upset about stupid little things around the

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[famouswithoutme]

i think you need to keep in mind that being successful and being happy are two entirely different things. what is really upsetting you when it comes right down to it? you told me that you liked being independent/single (this was before you met rob) you told me that you do hair because you like doing it (obviously not because it's going to make you rich) and you were definitely at a point a year ago where you weren't upset like this... think about what's really getting to you now and change it, or if you can't change it completely, maybe try to change your attitude towards whatever it is. (obviously the health situation isn't under your control right now, but even if it is bad news, being negative isn't going to do you any good.) if there is anything i can do, let me know. i miss happy riz, she has been gone for too long and i think it's time for a comeback. also, i think we all need some new hobbies and new ways to spend our time... changes like that are always refreshing.

[illuminatedwax]

My peers have started their own computer company, gotten jobs at Mozilla, and are signed to a major label and are currently touring the world playing shit ass music, while meanwhile I live at home. don't think you're alone. but if i've figured anything out, it's that it's never too late

where is erica working? wanna eat that restaurant