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[dark_weaver]

Its kind of ironic really...

Maybe if...

p.s. I dont know why i do posts like this one, I think it sums up my thoughts pretty well, but still.

Comments

[ingridgirl]

o.O

wha? huh?

*pokes for making cryptic posts that make no sense*

[dark_weaver]

I wish I could be more open, but i guess for now cryptic is the way.

[belethcalwen]

maybe if i stay in dbs you'll get to shagz0r me?
yus you do \o/
:p

[synthclarion]

i suggest this might be a somewhat inappropriate comment.

[y8tes]

M*ybe if you c*rry on posting cryptic posts, nobody else will know wh*t you *re thinking, but *s long *s you c*n try to sort through them in your own mind, th*ts *ll you re*lly need.

"There's something about saying things on lj that seems to help. Not totally sure what it is, but it does. I dont think there's an easy fix, just hang in there and just keep going." Some t*ll blonde goit i've known for *ges posted th*t on my LJ * long long time *go :-D

[y8tes]

ps. Sorry for bd keybord... Getting new one soon, promise

[dark_weaver]

Well, I think I know whats going on in my mind, in some cases I even know how to sort it out, but my own ways of thinking and acting, restrict my actions. I feel like I have a certain image I have to follow for numerous reasons, and no matter how much I tell myself people arent gonna stop being my friend if i just change bits of me, I can't get myself to believe it.

Then again, the "image" I like to follow is falling apart at the same time for numerous reasons so i really dont know where i am.

[y8tes]

I think everyone hs tht f*c*de tht they feel they hve to follow. People throw up * front tht they think everyone wnts them to be like, I know I do(exclmtion mrk) The only thing i cn sy is tht when it strts to fll *p*rt, just tuck nd roll with it, You might come out the other end * different person, but I honestly think thts wht life is bout, being ble to cope when your life mkes chnges.

*nd when it comes to people not liking you if you mke chnges, well you hve chnged lots since going to uni... Dosen't me*n tht I like you ny less for it *t *ll ;-)

Bsiclly, don't worry, mke yourself hppy, *nd *ll your friends will be right behind you. I re*lise th*ts esier s*id thn done, but once you strt thinking *long more "selfish" lines (bd word choice I know, but you know wht I me*n) things will strt working out.