Whoa, it's been way too long...

[dark_wonderland]

I can't believe that this thing is still here. I mean, it's been almost a year since I posted

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[fire_resides]

All it took for me was one bad relationship to learn to not talk about things that will get me emotional. I have gotten so awesome at just shutting my feelings off and shutting people out. Unfortunately, its only works for a short period of time. After a while I know I really should talk about things so that they can get better but I have a hard time shutting that defence mechanism off. Its not always a good thing.