Ghosts never really die (They just fade).

[darkamdusias]

I'm not a person who talks about my past a lot. This isn't news to those of you who are extremely close to me, but chances are that you've probably wondered why this might be at one point or the other. Hiding my past from people is not something I deliberately do. It's just part of how I operate. Part of it is a trust thing. There are things that

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[davetheinverted]

Wow...I don't know quite how to respond, but I know that "blank silence" isn't it.

Dav2.718

[jecook]

I'm not sure how I could put my exact sentiment into words either.

[maureenans]

things may not have changed much, but you have. and that makes all the difference.

[melypunch]

"Oh my god, he went back..."

My stomach is still clenched in knots, and I could feel my chest getting tight, and breathing shallow as I started to read. Why should *I* be the one have such a reaction, to be suddenly anxious, and involuntary tears spilling over?

*shakes self*

That must have been an extremely surreal experience, to see that campus again, even for a few minutes. But I think... I hope, it was a good experience overall (necessary even?) to see the place again, to see everything again through adult eyes... to be reminded of the past, and how... that's what it is: the past.

[miwasatoshi]

*hugs*

[newsong]

Thank you so much for writing this - I feel like it really expands my impression of who you are. *hugs*