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[darkandcreepy]

I forgot how My Little Ponys smelled, then when I smelled one of the ones I remembered, it smelled exactly the same as like 12 years ago.

I miss everyone already

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[soozymom]

It was unbelieveably good to see you, Paul.

What a wonderful service and a beautiful tribute to Chez. And your whole family.

[darkandcreepy]

Agreed, I'm glad you could attend and that I was able to say hi.

pauly!

[humanchalice]

i miss you tons. it always hurt me too much to read your journal, and i was busy with americorps.

i think about you frequently, and how much i love you.

chez gave me one of her my little ponies a few years ago. i used to have it on a shelf with family things. then i realised that was an inappropriate place, not because chez isnt family, because she is, but because i dont look at that shelf frequently enough. so i moved it to my dresser, because i look at it every day. its because of this move that i think about chez every day the first thing after i wake up, and it makes every day worth that much more to me. i love that.

i just read this entry for the first time, and i went to smell the my little pony she gave me.

thank you for everything you have given me, paul. it is more than you will ever know.

if you ever need anything, or want to talk, or just feel like calling, i would love to hear your voice.
918 749 HUGS

calder!