why r there so many funerals this week? why do we have to bury our friends and fam ( Read more... )

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talked to my boy last night... i haven't talked to him in like 5 years.... ever since it happened. Last night though, he found me and i got to talk to him. He says he's ok and i just broke down in tears... i couldn't stop myself. it was a mix of relief, agoony, joy and pain. God i miss him....

so today's the day!!!.... wait, no tomorrow is!! half day!!! i get to party with my friends, play soccer and watch a SWEET movie in history (actually, it's really sad, but it's good... me and jenny talk about it all the time!!) yeah so i'm definitly thinking that if i do end up staying home instead of going on my whirlwind spontaneous adventure * ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do?? shit. i'm ScReWeD!!! i can't stop thinking, my mind is racing... can't fight the feeling... i want it so bad.... too bad it'll never happen.. *tear*

well... he's gone to flordia without me... *tear, tear*... but i get to spend the whole week with my mom and sister... yippee?!?! maybe. i dunno.... but i did something and it was really REALLY nice. I feel much better.

so.... for all you non-commenters~ COMMENT ON THIS!!!!!!! ~: Describe me in 2 or fewer words ( Read more... )

and yet somehow, everything that was supposed to be so right, is now so horribly wrong..........

god it was tempting. i was home all alone, no one would have known... but then again, I would have known... huh

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited and yet i don't know exactly why.... got a date to WC, had fun last night kicking laura's ass at bowling and yeah, just generally fun ( Read more... )