Sigh... Don't worry, I haven't lost my mind. This makes perfect sense to me. It's just pretty personal and I have no wish of sharing it, but I really needed to get it out of my system.
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If you are so bored and curious that you must figure out what I just wrote, go ahead, it's your life.
Personal stuff.