omgoodess la la la la crap i feel like crap! life is not on my side right now.......its just not fair right now:( its snowing it looks soooo prettiful.....it haven't felt this bad in a while....god i'm on like by poler mood HARDCORE what the crap.i miss my mother hardcore:(i hope i can go to church w/alexis tomorrow.......i miss alexis......i love ( Read more... )

i'm in such an awesome beautiful mood:)i heart renee she hearts me for who i truely am....and shes pround of me that makes me so happiful....today i have to go pick up my very last check from chuck.....place thingie...me don't work there any more thank jesus.....i almost passed out today...but io'll be fine....i think

yeah no one in da the house ....wished me a happiful bday:(yeah its all good i guess.......yeah my sis Lyn got me flowers......yeah and renee's tye dye shirt and brandon...made me this wooden flower thing it was beautiful.
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yeah i want to have sweet love w/renee...i want to lay her down in a bed of truth and heart stuff:)i'm glad i came to seany's b/c i didn't wanna go home...i wonder if anyone is gonna care that today is my b day...i wish my mother were here w/me during these times.......i miss her w/all of my being.........yeah sean and i always find a way to make ( Read more... )

yeah its my b-day right now........yeah kat made me a brownie cake thingie and her josh my renee angel pete and adam sang happy b day to me..........yeah i'm at sean's as i was coming home from kats gam's i stopped by and stayed so yeah here me is lol.......wow 18 omg ....yeah renee made me a tye dye shirt and gave me this peace thingie with all of ( Read more... )

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my thoughts are eatting my heart again......i don't know why.i had work today......it was sooooooooooooo busy.....i got out around 4.....oh and my friend Anne was there it was her baby sister's 4th b-day....i was so happiful to see a face that i knew.tomorrow is my inter view at wal-mart......i hope to jesus that i get the job i dislike....chuck so ( Read more... )

i just got back from Nee's house i love being at her house i have soooo...much fun there....just being around her.....i miss her so much my baby my panda bear.me and her we talk so much....tonight after youth group inn my car she told me...that when she meant me i gave her a light....that made her feel....like truely for the first time....i thoght ( Read more... )

i get to go to youth group tonight and sing and beeeee free..........la la la la la among these stars i wait no longer for thee......now i just float into my happy feeling of heart stuff.....mmmmmmm good......wow me and nee have been together for like 3 months already insane......i did something very not good yesterday i read .........somethign and ( Read more... )

swing through sadness,,,,tears of joy....my sunlight again bleeds through to the point where my happiness lives again lie in the darkness i'm slowly drowned to sleep with nothing left to lose...... these tears i save in my bottle of lost hopes and dreams .....these one thousand pains i feel.....that you are no longer apart of......this knife lost ( Read more... )