well, its been awhile since i have posted anyting. i'm been kinda busy with school, and personal things. i'm really thinkin about movin out but the only thing that holds me back is i have nowhere to go.

This is a poem I just wrote just earlier this evening ( Read more... )

Hey! long time no talk. Well alots happened since my last entry. First, I went and got help (YAY!), my first offical councling session is today at 4pm. I'm practicing a tuba solo so i will be ready for the solo and ensemble contest March 20th. and last but not least i think my friend Heather likes my but i'm not sure, i hope she does casue i ( Read more... )

I have always wondered why I am on this earth, i thought maybe it was for a reason but i am wrong. I think the reason for me being here is so people have someone to harass, insult, and talk about behind my back. i'm starting to go to a psychiatrist but it will take time for me to get fixed. on a lighter note i'm gonna start askin some girls i ( Read more... )

Well, i figured out something just thinkin to myself for an hour and a half alone in the dark ( Read more... )

  Well I did it, I started going to counsling.  I got so nervous the whole day at school cause i've never been to counsling before.

It accuallywasn't that bad, all they did was observe me, so now thats out of the way i only have one thing now to do and everyone proly knows what that is.........get a gf.

This is my first time accually doing one of these things so i really don't know what to say, well i'm 17, 6'0, darkblonde hair spiked, blue-green eyes, i weightlift ( Read more... )