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So I've nicked this 10 days meme in an attempt to at least remind LJ that I exist...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Lets see,
1. Sometimes I think you can get a little lost because you spend so much time thinking and not enough acting. You never seem particularly happy and I think a large part of that is that you never quite know what you want. You do what you want when you want though and your ability to be positive regardless and maintain hope and faith in people is something I envy, your the best person I know and someone we could all aspire to be a little more like.
2. You are so afraid of change that it bugs the hell out of me. You are a great person and amazing fun to be around but for the love of god, life is change! You can't resist every single change in life. To be that resistant to change must be exhausting, it certainly is watching you fight it every day. If you could accept change for what it is and god knows even come to enjoy it, you would be pretty close to perfect.
3. I'm so sick of your shit. You're selfish, ignorant and only ever think of yourself and how things affect you. The best thing is you don't even notice when people stop talking to you until it actually affects you. I used to wonder why you were always complaining about being unable to keep friends now I know why. I could waste my time trying with you but I've wasted enough time and it's obvious to me that the best thing I can do is just walk away, I do wonder how long it will be beofore you even notice.
4. We have had so many ups and downs it's been like the worlds craziest roller coaster, I'm not a huge fan of roller coasters but I wouldn't change some of it for the world. Like most things everything worked out for the best in the end. It stands to me as proof of what I always say that if you have faith in yourself and treat people right everything always ends up for the best in the end and it took you a while but you finally seem to be there.
5. For someone who seems to spend so much of their life so close to the edge, you seem to handle it all with such nonchalance, you dance back and forth on the edge of disaster and still always seem to come out of it with a smile. You are a great lesson in how to handle life and all it's assaults, the only thing I sometimes worry about, is not the danger or the proximity to collapse that you constantly seem on the edge of but more that you seem to somehow thrive on it like a moth dancing ever closer to the flame I sometimes wonder if you'll back away before you get seriously burned.
6. Most people might not see it but you are by far the funniest person I've ever met, you're irreverant, hilarious and yet glaringly honest. If I'm honest I see a lot of me in you and the almost symbiotic similarities are as much a reason we're friends as the differences, I wish sometimes I had your dedication to things and maybe if I did I'd be closer to where I'd like than where I am.
7. You are nothing more than a ghost in the wind. A voice that I no longer care to hear, I honestly can't say I think about you at all anymore. I wouldn't even say I hate you because that would require me to have an opinion, I treat all news of your life good and bad with the same indifference. My answer remains an eternal 'so?'
8. I wish we were closer, we walked down very different paths long ago and seemed never to be able to reconnect to those paths. when we meet or hang out these days I like it because it reminds me of who we once were, a team who would pick the universe apart to look at the bits and you will always hold a special place in my heart for no other reason than we have looked at the universe together and for someone who knows so little you still understand me so much and like so many friends even those lost in the ether your loyalty is something I so much admire.
9. There are times I want to just sit you down and guide you through things, for someone so independent and strong you can be such a tard at times. You can be doing great and then you let some really stupid things derail you, as ever you pick yourself up and dust yourself off sometimes I really just want to remind you that worrying about these things tend to do nothing but make them worse, the best approach is to just let what will be, be.
10. This is simple, we are not friends. I tolerate you, I laugh at your jokes and nod when you talk, truth is though? I wouldn't shed one bloody tear if I never saw you or had to listen to your inane shit ever again.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
So I've nicked this 10 days meme in an attempt to at least remind LJ that I exist...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Lets see,
1. Sometimes I think you can get a little lost because you spend so much time thinking and not enough acting. You never seem particularly happy and I think a large part of that is that you never quite know what you want. You do what you want when you want though and your ability to be positive regardless and maintain hope and faith in people is something I envy, your the best person I know and someone we could all aspire to be a little more like.
2. You are so afraid of change that it bugs the hell out of me. You are a great person and amazing fun to be around but for the love of god, life is change! You can't resist every single change in life. To be that resistant to change must be exhausting, it certainly is watching you fight it every day. If you could accept change for what it is and god knows even come to enjoy it, you would be pretty close to perfect.
3. I'm so sick of your shit. You're selfish, ignorant and only ever think of yourself and how things affect you. The best thing is you don't even notice when people stop talking to you until it actually affects you. I used to wonder why you were always complaining about being unable to keep friends now I know why. I could waste my time trying with you but I've wasted enough time and it's obvious to me that the best thing I can do is just walk away, I do wonder how long it will be beofore you even notice.
4. We have had so many ups and downs it's been like the worlds craziest roller coaster, I'm not a huge fan of roller coasters but I wouldn't change some of it for the world. Like most things everything worked out for the best in the end. It stands to me as proof of what I always say that if you have faith in yourself and treat people right everything always ends up for the best in the end and it took you a while but you finally seem to be there.
5. For someone who seems to spend so much of their life so close to the edge, you seem to handle it all with such nonchalance, you dance back and forth on the edge of disaster and still always seem to come out of it with a smile. You are a great lesson in how to handle life and all it's assaults, the only thing I sometimes worry about, is not the danger or the proximity to collapse that you constantly seem on the edge of but more that you seem to somehow thrive on it like a moth dancing ever closer to the flame I sometimes wonder if you'll back away before you get seriously burned.
6. Most people might not see it but you are by far the funniest person I've ever met, you're irreverant, hilarious and yet glaringly honest. If I'm honest I see a lot of me in you and the almost symbiotic similarities are as much a reason we're friends as the differences, I wish sometimes I had your dedication to things and maybe if I did I'd be closer to where I'd like than where I am.
7. You are nothing more than a ghost in the wind. A voice that I no longer care to hear, I honestly can't say I think about you at all anymore. I wouldn't even say I hate you because that would require me to have an opinion, I treat all news of your life good and bad with the same indifference. My answer remains an eternal 'so?'
8. I wish we were closer, we walked down very different paths long ago and seemed never to be able to reconnect to those paths. when we meet or hang out these days I like it because it reminds me of who we once were, a team who would pick the universe apart to look at the bits and you will always hold a special place in my heart for no other reason than we have looked at the universe together and for someone who knows so little you still understand me so much and like so many friends even those lost in the ether your loyalty is something I so much admire.
9. There are times I want to just sit you down and guide you through things, for someone so independent and strong you can be such a tard at times. You can be doing great and then you let some really stupid things derail you, as ever you pick yourself up and dust yourself off sometimes I really just want to remind you that worrying about these things tend to do nothing but make them worse, the best approach is to just let what will be, be.
10. This is simple, we are not friends. I tolerate you, I laugh at your jokes and nod when you talk, truth is though? I wouldn't shed one bloody tear if I never saw you or had to listen to your inane shit ever again.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.