Where did the fork go?

Apr 10, 2006 08:52

Follow the White Rabbit...



What the fuck is wrong with me???!!!!

She is so pretty, she is so cool, she has the greatest personality, but I just keep destroying the bridge that could bring us closer. One part of me is saying "Go man! Go! You like her! She's good for you - GO!" and another part is saying "No! No way! women are bad for you! NOO!" and another part just randomly picks a side and does the actions: i.e Eating Honey and Sugar Packets or being nice and making good coversations.

Is it just me being Self Destructive? Is it just me avoiding something, or to sound better, someone, I want? I hate not knowning what I'm doing - I hate not being able to control my immature, stupid side.

Feedback, please...

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