I'm coming to a point where instead of trying to make and wishing that thing could make sense, I am understanding and accepting the process in which things eventually make more and more sense. I have been trying to straighten out my priorities a bit, and things are getting a bit clearer. Last month was crazy. Lots of really exaggerated things ( Read more... )

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spreading myself too thin.

I need more peanut butter on my sandwich.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090513/ap_on_fe_st/odd_falling_moose

I'm really sick of the way our society is a fucking business. The media, the stores, the people, the way it is so hard to form meaningful relationships because it is not encouraged. People are trying too hard to be alone, to do something that sets them apart from the crowd, and the isolation that this so obviously brings them is a surprise? We need ( Read more... )

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I took my dog for a walk a little while ago ( Read more... )

Sitting here doing nothing has little to do with the truth, and everything to do with the fact that I cannot place my finger on exactly what I'm feeling. I've got a lot before me, but at the same time I am completely alone. I was something to do. For what seems to be an infinitely large portion of time I experienced a dark comfort in pain that was ( Read more... )

social anxiety is going to kill me ( Read more... )

I am absolutely puzzled as to exactly how to describe the events in my life recently. Things were up, then they went down, and they've been bouncing up and down randomly ever since. There are some things that I cannot even explain. and then there's Maine ( Read more... )