I hate having no motivation at all! "I should really do my APUSH, since it's due tomorrow and I only have 1/3 of it done, and since it's 11 pm" but instead I'll just sit online and talk, and listen to old recordings by Cody and the Band. There's some good stuff here :-). I miss you Halloween Song!!!! But maybe it's better that I didn't do ( Read more... )

My excitement beforehand was like the Enola Gay, bringing unknown destruction. The Race itself was the stockmarket crash, leading to a Great Depression. The Final Time of my Final Race, Was John Wilks Booth's Bullet... leading to my demise....

Damnit....

Well, I work in a little while, and instead of starting my APUSH like I should, I'm writing in my journal.... damnit! and normally I'd say "I'll do it tomorrow" but I can't because of the meet. Wow! I'm so exicted/nervious/pesimistic/optimisic that I can't even control myself anymore. I'm seeded 6th, and if I get 4th I go to state. :-) Also, ( Read more... )

Well, since I haven't written in a year, I'll update very very quickly. If you would like to know anything in more detail, us tell me ( Read more... )

It's a very crucial time in my life and I'm makin all the wrong choices. Idk what's what anymore and everything is losing importance. What's the poitn of life if everyone you know, and yourself will just die in the the end anyway...

I could give you some bad excuses like My dog at my... internet, or I lost my password, or I broke all my fingers, but I won't. I just don't have a lot of time and writing in my journal isn't the first thing I think of when I get time. Quote of the day!!!!!!!!! LOL LOL dentedmtdewcan: so you try to get a boner to scare away the boogie man ( Read more... )

Well, today suprised the hell out of me. This is our last week of summer!!!! We have this week and then monday and tuesday and then school is upon us again!!!!! HOLY SHIT! I have APUSH stuff to do too!! Remind me like everyday! GRA! x76 for homework! And that leads to busier schedules, which is the other thing I hate. So, add like 3 more Gras ( Read more... )

I'm really not liking this whole getting up everyday (even weekends) at 8 or earlier. It suxors hardcore. I can't wait for the concert. Things migh tbe bad tho. I work thursday (even tho I requested off?!?! Bitch!!), and there's a meet. I'm pretty sure that I can pawn off work on someone else, and I'll just accidentally not hand in all the ( Read more... )

Well Today was another day, and another day closer to school :-\. CC in the Morn, then I went swimming with Amanda and her sibs, then I mowed some lawn Yo, and played a little puter. To Do list= Practice drumming more, and start APUSH shit. I have to read a book and 5 chapters :-(. Wish me luck... no not luck... wish me motivation ( Read more... )

AUGUST 27 MIGHT BE THE BEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!! CONCERT WITH JASON AND LOGAN FOR KORN, LINKIN PARK, THE USED!!!!!! IN THE STATE AND WE ARE STAYING WITH LOGAN'S MOM. DAD HAS NO REASON NOT TO, AND IF HE MAKES SHIT UP I'M GOING TO TELL HIM "FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" AND GO ANYWAY!!! NOTHING WILL STOP ME OF GOING SHORT OF BOTH LEGS BROKEN ( Read more... )