argh! i'm pissed. my entries used to line up along the side of my journal. but i don't think that's an option anymore. where the hell did that go? i want the words along the side of my journal damn it! anyone know how to help?

HECTOR CALLED! for those of you who don't know who hector is, he would be my first boyfriend, my first love, and one of the most innocent and beautiful people on this earth. he moved a few months ago and i rarely have time to call him and really talk, but tonight he called me! i'm soooooo happy right now. i feel all nastolgic and beautiful and ( Read more... )

You'll never see the courage I know ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday fucking sucked. All week i've been planning to see Christy on Friday but i never called her but i figured i would just call her on friday during school and see her after school because i need to tell her of my plan to stay w/ oscar already. i've been such a fucking little pussy, avoiding her and what not. it's not right. i love her ( Read more... )

well, last night i went to oscar's and we went to his friend's house, shane, to see his friend, franky, who apparently he hasn't seen in forever but used to be like his best friend before he moved. we were drinking and smoking and stuff and oscar asked me back out. i told him no, not because i didn't want to be w/ him again but because we were both ( Read more... )

*well, no one even tries anymore but i'll post a song anyways because i feel like it damn it! so here's my favorite song at the moment. please try to guess ( Read more... )

So last night Me, Sarah, and Sal were on our way up to Big Bear and we got a little lost up in the mountains but then we found a sign saying Big Bear Lake, so we were gonna go there. well, some stupid sherif person started following us and we got freaked out because Sal was a bench warrant out for his arrest and he has a suspended lisence. Sarah ( Read more... )

No body believes i can do it. well, doesn't this just totally suck. i'm not addicted, and no one thinks i am either, but they all think that if i'm around meth then i just won't be able to resist it. like if i was w/ a friend who just pulled some out and started tweeking i wouldn't be able to turn it down. but that is not true! or at least i hope ( Read more... )

Hell yeah. my mom got me 2 new c.d.s! yeah, i know. that's all we spend our money on, it is a bit pathetic but at the same time kick ass. ok, so i got ( Read more... )

::whoosh ( Read more... )