Nick, you and I would both give anything to have Sean back. But I feel as though you're letting you're anger get the best of you.
I've lost one friend through tragedy. I won't lose another through anger. It's just not worth it to me.
Honestly... having everyone abandon him like they have been disgusts me to a certain extent. I can understand being angry. Upset. Hurt. Depressed. Confused.
I was all of that.
And you know what? I think Sean, given a choice, would have chosen to have the outcome play out the same. Sean was absolutely the kind of person that would gladly sacrifice himself if it meant that two other people would be alright.
I realize that you were much closer to Sean than I was. I do. Your feelings would obviously be different from mine. I'm not asking you to change how you feel. Just voicing how I handle it.
Just my two... maybe three cents.
I miss Sean every day. I just handle it differently than some people I guess.
*edit* Shelly, you, Matt Dewitt, Joel, Frank, Pat, AND Niki, and all others that were very close to him. I noticed that after and didn't want to insult anyone..
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I've lost one friend through tragedy. I won't lose another through anger. It's just not worth it to me.
Honestly... having everyone abandon him like they have been disgusts me to a certain extent. I can understand being angry. Upset. Hurt. Depressed. Confused.
I was all of that.
And you know what? I think Sean, given a choice, would have chosen to have the outcome play out the same. Sean was absolutely the kind of person that would gladly sacrifice himself if it meant that two other people would be alright.
I realize that you were much closer to Sean than I was. I do. Your feelings would obviously be different from mine. I'm not asking you to change how you feel. Just voicing how I handle it.
Just my two... maybe three cents.
I miss Sean every day. I just handle it differently than some people I guess.
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