its finally sunk in... the hurt..the sadness... being miserable yeah the fact i wont eva go to sleep and wake up next to him or i'll never have the lil arguements with him that i love you swipes the slate clean again man im really not 1/2 as bad of a person as people think i am but i reread through the last...10 posts i've made and i can see where ( Read more... )

nick is going out with rachel...russel... uahhhhhhhhh dammit dude we havta talk now... its time for me to be honest about some shit..4 real

first off... fuck the people who read this cuz u mother fuckers dont read it right... i didnt go off beggin people for rebound sex i just said i was offered and not takin that shit.. slow ur fuckin role ( Read more... )

ahh an update... emily is gonna give my shit back then recieve another beat down like she deserves..... in other news... i talked to jason last night the word rebound sex came up a few times but i cant do it... i wont that'd be shitty as hell and im not doing that shit i was talkin to danielle last night and she was like i herd you and jay broke up ( Read more... )

if your special... and have a journal copy these questions and post them in your journal..... with your anwsers yeah ( Read more... )

blah i still feel like shit but i havta play it off like im fine or else i'll never get out of my damn house fuck i havta go to anderson... dammit i suppose i'll get offa here now and go do that... i'll type a new one later

oh how i love the fuckin hospital... that place gives me the creeps and a 1/2 uhhh i had to get an ultra sound and x rays to see wat was makin me puke up blood all the doctor said was it was a mix between the stomach flu cuz i had a temp. of 101.2 and food posioning and i was pukin blood becuase i had nothign else in my stomach... blahh i hate that ( Read more... )

i started out at work at like 9:30 but my stomache was killin me it. It was like it was in knots and what not and i didnt know why so my dad gave me some tums and shit and about 20 min after i ate those i started puking... so he told me to go home when i get home i was still pukin but now i was puking up blood so mom called the doctor and the ( Read more... )

i called nick last night and told him we shouldnt go out or any of that shit for a while... i dont think i'd go out with him anyway (sry .... ur just a homie tho) i dont want him to be a rebound but then again it would kinda rock to hook up with him cuz he'd never pressure u for shit and shit would never be an option which is good plus were both ( Read more... )

just got home... i showed up at taco bell just as nick was going in to work i told him to get in that i'd have him back to close tonight so we go to muncie... he takes me to the karma and we get our hells pit tickets for the cincy show yay then he's like wanna see saw so we went and seen that... then hit up olive garden and then i took him back to ( Read more... )