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I really am going bonkers at my house. Everything is crapp there. Like seriously my mom needs to look at some facts and give me some goddamn space. I dont know if its just her desire to fuck my life up or she just says "Hey, john gets wasted when he goes out before hes 21." "Hey Nikki's a annoying little bitch so lets keep her around Jesse and ( Read more... )

okay. life is delightful i have had the greatest fucking weekend ever. Oh my was it good.

Ashley stayed over Friday and Saturday. I cant even begin to state my pure glee about that. Oh my goodness, it was so much fun. I love this girl so much. We cooked for each other Jerrica ate with us too. Walked our son because he cannot potty without an ( Read more... )

Ghha...i really dont want to be here right now!

i miss my Ashley bad. I feel like i am losing her. not to mention i am frustrated from school. today is just not a good day. why did i even bother getting out of bed. all i want to do is lay down with you while listening to Ludwig van Beethoven.

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Is it just me or does everybody hate me and ignoring me. i honestly dont think its me.

I love this girl and i miss her right now.

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Welp the dog has been gotten. Took long enough though. i swear the entirity of my family has that problem, we need to work on that. Lately i think i have been crabby, i know i am sorry, been hangin out with murphey to long. But seriously i think it is just sleep deprovation ( Read more... )

wow i cant even begin to explain how exausted i am. I feel like just moving is to much of a task right now. I am so hungry too. Yet i get that feeling like i havent done any type of excise at all and my heart is like weaker than shit. I have no clue what to do either. I think i am going to go lay down and see if that will help. At this point i am ( Read more... )

So. today was crappy. until you came over. my mind would just wonder off to dumb places like you leafing me for other, constantly all night. it really sucked/hurt. its my biggest fear.

i am almost finished drawing this picture for mike. i dont know if it was what he was looking for. if not it be foldered until i enivitaly ruin it.
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Ahhh..life is gooood.
today was goooood!

School should be getting better. i think my math will change to a compass lab and that is really nice. I think i am also going to have a good half of the year (grades wise). Art class is suckie.lol.

i love you so much baby your the best ever!. Tomorrow is to far away, WHAT THE CRAP.