"but what am i doing ( Read more... )

we are a prozac nation. thank you pappy ( Read more... )

i keep dreaming about you and nothing goes right.

i awake unhappy. and unsatisfied.

im not sure what it means

but im not the type to ignore

akward silence, i implore.....

do you think about me like i obsess over you

or am i sadly mistaken, hoping that you do?

i feel lonely and grotesque and you fail to call

i wait hungry, stare at the ants as ( Read more... )

once again, the 500 words i wrote for livejournal has been deleted when i reconnected dsl: i think this is my 23rd time. so, considering my laziness to try to rethink and rewrite every beautiful thought that came to my head 10 minutes ago, i leave you with one simple question:

where's my cheeze?

cheerio.

Katrina was a bitch- death toll: 432 or so

Rita was like a lifetime movie.

It was crazy. we drove 80 miles to a place called Columbus, Texas, population: 859.

the drive was a breeze for the first 50 miles. no traffic. then I-10 threw in an extra 6 hours for me so i'd learn to appreciate the generator in the back of my grandpa's pickup, the extra 5 ( Read more... )

So... how've you been?

Fine. And yourself?

Pretty good. Life's pretty good.

Yeah. I'm glad.

So... How's your family?

I don't know, really. I stopped talking to them a while back. It all kinda went to shit.

I guess I saw that coming, what with the drama and your crazy mom and all.

Yeah, I guess my friends didn't help either.

Yeah.. I'd ( Read more... )

http://mama.indstate.edu/users/bones/WhyIHateWebLogs.html

why do certain things people say stick out of your conversations like a sword in rose bush sometimes?

my english teacher was semi-impressed with my half ass essay. he gave me a 90. i think he's sad and lonely. i want a 100. so he said i could fix my mistakes and get a higher grade by wednesday.

my mom spent 25 bux on baby clothes. she got some ( Read more... )

    As the most beautiful days are surpassed by the most glorious of nights, our time slowely subtracts from the forever we could only dream of enduring together. It smarts my heart mercilessly. Sometimes children of regret and experience tend to hope for a detatched relationship, one with no talk of forever and one with no feelings like we posess ( Read more... )

"stop. recova. beat yo face, Delta 1's gonna rock this place. BOOM!! stop, now wait a minute and watch us put some movement in it.. OH OH OH WOH OH OH OH OH OH WOH OH OH.. smooooth...."

so i love life. i love pt team. i love my platoon. i love my classes (even Algebra 2). i love my family (even my psycho menopausal madre). i love my friends (you're ( Read more... )