I'm having a great time flirting with people online, especially with this one girl. It would great if I could get a threesome in with her and her boyfriend. But with my bad luck its just some old pervert pretending to be someone they're not. Speaking of old perverts... A few days ago Bull officially ended it with me, his words exactly "I don't ( Read more... )

Humph. The way home on the city bus I was reflecting as usual when the typical thought, sure it could be worse, went through my mind. Ironically, today I was told to pack my bags. I'm moving out whether I like it or not. I didn't get into a fight with my parents, that would have been more fun. My stepdad just hasn't been paying rent like he's ( Read more... )

Bull cancelled on me last night...yet again. No big surprise. I thought he already made arrangements for his kids when he told me Thursday. I'm done being the one doing all the contacting. I feel as if I am the one putting all the effort into this working. But then again he has so many other important things. Its like I'm not even on the list for ( Read more... )

I'm up with only a little bit of a hang over. My lungs are killing me though. Thats what happens when I try to smoke some salvia but when its all ash. Anyways, yesterday was Malena's birthday. Yaaah. Happy birthday Malena. I got her this foot wash/scrub pink gift set. I didn't want to get her regular lotion and I never saw stuff for feet even ( Read more... )

I'm so sad. :(

Grrrr. Why do I feel as I'm being lied to? I'm not going into specifics because of certain person(s) read my journal. I'll do that in a moment in a private entry. I really need to vent ( Read more... )

Holidays are so depressing. Society puts such an importance on family being together its sickening. We don't even have a freaking christmas tree up, just a fake one in the box. Last year I was the one who put the tree up. Its christmas eve and I just don't really care anymore. Just feels weird not having a place for the presents. Blah ( Read more... )

Bull cancelled on me again last night. :(

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