Just got back form my therapy place and i "got in touch with me feelings" so this is what i feel right now. I love logan so much and he puts up with so much of my crap that he shouldnt have to deal with. I miss him so much and i feel like im letting him down because my parents dont trust me to let me go n e where so i can see him. I dont know what ( Read more... )

hey kids whats up. Gues what. I got to go to logans house boat and meet his parents and we had so much fun. It was awesome. Im so happy to be with him. I havent called him yet to day but im going to and i cant wait cuz i love talking to him. Oh guess what else. Im officially a featured prostitute in the summer musical. Great rite. Te he he. ok ( Read more... )

People stare accusingly. Staring like they know me. Thinking they know what ive done. Spending their time making fun of me. but they dont fucking know me. A screw up thats all they see. But they dont fucking know me. So much for being free.

Theyre thinking does she use drugs. Is she just another class clown. they dont know shes wishing she could ( Read more... )

For my babyboy, who will eventually figure out that he can do so much better than me ( Read more... )

its scaring the crap out of me that i keep having these dreams taht logan is gonna dump me. i love him so much. I hope he knows that. BOB i miss him. Lata kids.
-me

got up. went to shool. came home. went to sleep. got up went to doctor. ate lunch. went to book store. came home. went for a walk. came home. wanted to swim but neighbor wasnt home. now im online. then im geting off and cooking then going to rehearsal. Bye kids.
-andi

I MISS LOGAN!!!!!!!!!

te he he ha ha ha. That sounds like me. This amuses me. Going to have lunch with my babyboy and then bringing him home to play old video games (the original NES!!)cuz that all im good at.

Im really bored and i miss my baby boy. I hope i get to have lunch with him on wednesday. cuz thats our one month. i know it hasnt been that long for us but i realy do believe this is real. Also wednesday, i have school, lunch, sbores, lessons, rehearsal, shower and homework. FUn right? Ok well im gonna go now and do something productive.lata.
-me

Cant i just disappear? Thats all i want to do is disappear with my babyboy and never have to come back and it just be me and him forever. I swear sometimes. Im so tired of everything. Suggestions?

Ok so two years ago i met this guy at swanders ice arena on the dance floor. We danced alll night and he kissed me. We ended up going out but only for like 6 weeks. Then he broke up with me. Actually he had his sister break up with me and i convinced her to put him on the phone afterward. We kept in touch for a while but eventually he stopped ( Read more... )