everything is nothing
and n o t h i n g works

i ache for for what could never be
trying to pick up pieces i shattered long ago

this hurts in all the wrong ways
aches in all the wrong places
burns

my chance is gone
he - you - we - us
and i am left with
n o t h i n g

(it isn't your happiness that hurts)

karma's a funny thing.

and isn't it i r ( Read more... )

i think i'm losing it
beyond, forgotten, everything, nothing
this is all i am and more
(less)

i miss -
writing
(you)
reading
(me)
being m y s e l f

everything that i was
was in my art
(my words)
without my art (wordsi have nothing ( Read more... )

this is what i was
and no longer what i ami can read what was before ( Read more... )

i have tasted true beauty ( Read more... )

it's too late to save this
it's too late to fix this
it's all been broken for far too long
it's all rotten
there's nothing alive here
(stop beating a dead horse)
there's nothing but the stench of death
so i acknowledge its passing
(mourn for the unborn child)
and i walk away
so i go

because you can't save anythingwhen it's shattered this badly ( Read more... )

i can hear the wails of the dead just beyond these flimsy walls
and they are singing to me
i can see the lights of worlds unknown in the reflections on the wet asphalt
and they are dancing for me
there is so much wonder here ( Read more... )

there is nothing more precious than

baby kisses through sleepy giggles
big smiles on little faces and bright blue eyes
learning your abc's and 1-2-3's

singing along to blue's clues and saying hello to steve

he s m i l e d at me

he smiled at me and in his happiest, most cheerful voice, cried, 'bye!' and waved in the way that only little boys ( Read more... )

For a gift, I'll write your name on my wrist...
A pen that is silver and sharp, with ink pumped through my heart.i can taste your pain ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel
like i'm s u f f o c a t i ng
without you

so long with you and now i don't remember how to breathe
when you aren't reminding me that it's necessary

it's funny how
you being
out - of - my - life
is the most painful thing about my existence

find me some novacain
i need to numb this ( Read more... )

nobody ever asked you to be here
so just leave

but it's too late for that

chase me out of my own house
and of course you don't care
no wonder

i don't like you
because you are the 'exception'
and you're a fucking cocksucker
but that's fine

i'll be gone soon
and much h a p p i e r for it ( Read more... )