serious shit

[darkelf666]

this is a disclaimer to start off with..... this is going to be a serious entry (for once) so if you're looking for funny stuff or whatever, look elsewhere, cuz this entry is going to about as far from funny as you can get. those of you still interested, read on.... however the following statements may offend, so reader discretion is advised. and

Comments

....yikes..

[thehiredgoon]

SO this is what a glimpse into ur mind is like eh? well for one I'd just like to say thank god you actually think and feel more than u say you do. I wondered for a long time about that.

and in all seriousness im glad that u decided not to kill urself ...that would definately suck ass ...it would be like a friggin total mystery cuz people like us keep no journals or any records of anything so everyone would be left thinking 'what the fuck happened?' ..rather than prattle on and on about how bad things can get and what I think u could do to help urself etc Id rather just say this. You know who you can go to for help..I dont mean like doctors or any of that shit ..but I mean friends..u know which close friends u can trust with this kind of stuff so make sure and talk with them alright? the last friggin call I would ever wanna get would be that ur in the hospital ...I already thought we would lose dave, dont make us think were going to lose you either.

Re: ....yikes..

[darkelf666]

as i said, i don't believe in suicide :)

good to know people care though :)

[giggle_chickie]

If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Email, LJ, text.. whatever... I'm here!

[darkelf666]

thanks love :)

[daoniesidhe]

hey James...if you need to vent email me...i will find time to reply. I am sure you will figure things out...financially and otherwise. Either way, feel free to email me and we can talk...if its important i will Make the time to reply. -hugs-

[darkelf666]

thanks to you too :) i vented quite a bit here, i feel a little better now lol :) but thanks regardless, i might take you up on that soon

[oblivion_16]

Guah. I'm no expert and I'm no sage, and I'm only fourteen, but I can offer some of my two cents and some condolences

[darkelf666]

wow. i didn't expect something like that from you....i'm amazed someone of your age has such good things to say, but i imagine that it's because you've been there. i'm glad you said it.

like i said, i'd never actually kill myself, that's for cowards. but thanks for your support :)

and i'm already in therapy, remember? :)

[oblivion_16]

lol. i'm just a dumb kid. i tried :-\

i'm glad you'd never kill yourself. it's good to hear that.

there's different types of therapy you can get, though. they specialize in different things. eh, i dunno. i'll stop talking lol.

[darkelf666]

lol "dumb kid" is one thing you're not :) thanks so much jenn, you've done more than you could ever know......wisdom comes from where you least expect it. Albert Einstein said "In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity." i have faith in that now.....