Comments | darkelfdelila: wishing i could rip my heart out

darkelfdelila

wishing i could rip my heart out

Apr 07, 2005 02:25

how the hell did i start caring agian. i dont want to care. all it does is hinder me from living my life. im just getting back on track, and all its gonna do is make me want to give up agian. and i cant let that happen. but when my heart wants to give up there is nothing my brain can do to make it keep going. i fucking hate feeling alone. well not ( Read more... )

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woodoelfopansy April 7 2005, 14:44:36 UTC

You know the saying it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? Well, I think it is kinda true. Things happen for a reason and they make you learn and grow from them. Like if what had happened in the past didn't happen do you really think that you would be doing so well right now? That is something that no one can really know but, do you think you would? You are doing so well because you want to prove someone wrong, right? Among other reasons. Well, if you hadn't had a reason to prove that person wrong would you be trying to? I really don't know if that made as much sence as I wanted it to but, I am trying. If you never again let your heart love than you might miss out on that special someone who can make you whole again. And if you do let yourself love, you don't know that you will get hurt. If you do get hurt, you can move on. There are too many fish in the sea. I have an idea! Go Fishing! Sorry my not so serious side just decided to come out a little. Anyway... You shouldn't stay alone just ( ... )

darkelfdelila April 7 2005, 20:58:04 UTC

yes it made a lot of sense. i know i have to try, i want to. but i dont know if my heart will let me. my brain wants to try but my heart is stronger that it is. like i said in the first part before the poem. i hate my heart. can i rip it out?

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woodoelfopansy April 7 2005, 21:02:31 UTC

You can not rip it out. I love it. It makes you, well, you. If you didn't have your heart would you be you? NO. You would be a heartless meany and that is not who I fell in love with. I know hearts can be a pain but, that is how life is. Deal with it. Just jesting. dont get sad or mad. I love you.

Bebo.

Re: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! darkelfdelila April 7 2005, 21:04:19 UTC

ok i wont, but if you want me to try to get that pic on here you have to log out of it

love hurts karebear99 April 11 2005, 17:02:11 UTC

Every relationship you ever have (platonic or not platonic) will somehow at some point hurt you! So if you are scared of being hurt then you should break off every relationship with everyone you love. Because at some point in your life everyone you love will: offend you, disappoint you, hurt your feelings, piss you off, make you hate them(however short lived), "stab you in the back", talk about you badly to someone, double-cross you with a friend, cheat on you, etc... Now does it sound feasible to break off all the relationships you already have so no one can hurt you? No! Does it sound feasible to never make any new friends so they can't hurt you? No! YOU need to learn to trust your instincts, if you feel that a certain person will hurt you badly don't go there. However, if you are just afraid they might, at some point in the far distant future, hurt you, don't worry about it and cross that bridge when you get there. You have to just let fate worry about it sometimes. I think, regaurdless of what you believe, ass face made you ( ... )

Re: love hurts darkelfdelila April 11 2005, 22:41:53 UTC

im not saying im scared of being hurt by my friends just guys that i have dated and will maybe date in the future. but you are right i cant let my fear get in the way of me trying to be happy and move on. i wont. i may soon have a bf but its one of my bestfriends ex's, i dont know if she will be upset or not. but i will talk to her about it. if she says she doesnt care and he does ask me out then i will say yes. he's really sweet and funny too. and i hope she doesnt care, it will be my first chance in a long time that i will have the opportunity to try agian ( ... )

Re: love hurts karebear99 April 11 2005, 23:13:29 UTC

glad i could help! I wasn't saying you were scared of being hurt by your friends either, I was saying that if you were willing to hold back from a boyfriend because you might get hurt then you might as well not love anyone or let anyone love you because at some point *everyone* you know will hurt you in some way. That is the way life works unfortunately. No matter who you hold back from when you look at it that way it is all pointless in the end right? so jump in with both feet.

Re: love hurts woodoelfopansy April 12 2005, 00:37:23 UTC

you're so smart. I love you with all my heart. I am a poet, and I know it.

Mommy Maggot.