Comments | darkelfdelila: guess im back where i started so i guess it doesnt make much of a difference

darkelfdelila

guess im back where i started so i guess it doesnt make much of a difference

Apr 11, 2005 20:01

well it shouldnt make a difference but i know it will. theres this guy i like now, and if a friend has a problem with it im not going to date him. i dont even know if he wants to date me cause he hasnt asked me out. if he doesnt then agian i will be back where i started. but if he does, and the friend does have a problem with it, i dont know, i ( Read more... )

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I cried... woodoelfopansy April 12 2005, 15:11:50 UTC

That poem made me cry. I think it was one of the best ones you have written. I don't know. That's just me. I don't know what to say. I just wish I could do something to help you through this. I can't though. I just have to sit aside and watch your life and cry inside because I can't help you get better. When you told me what you did I might not have showed it but, it made me just want to cry. I don't know what to do to help you and I don't think there is anything I can ever do. I am just along for the ride I guess. I don't want to be on this ride. I want to be in the driver seat. I want to steer it. I can't though. That is your place. You have to steer it. No matter where we end up I will always be there in the passenger seat. Listening to 80's music. Trying to help you be happy. I don't think any of this made sence but, I don't care. I just wanted to get that mess of words out. I don't want to cry now so I am done. I don't want you to cry either. I miss you. I love you. Love, Mommy Bebo Maggot.

Re: I cried... darkelfdelila April 12 2005, 20:09:24 UTC

to late i cried just now. i wish you could stear too. No matter where we end up I will always be there in the passenger seat. Listening to 80's music. Trying to help you be happy. thats what made me cry. i loved doing that, even if thats all we were doing and you know what i mean. i just loved the time we shared. and we dont do that much. but its ok you have your own stuff to do. i hope this all works out. and thank you for making me cry. it was a good cry.

next time karebear99 April 12 2005, 20:52:57 UTC

next time you feel that way pick up a phone and call me or call trishia! I am so disappointed that you would do that again, you have been doing so well. If you feel like that is something you want to do call me and I will call you back and we can talk until the feeling goes away. I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore you are better than that!