dont know what to do

[darkelfdelila]

how am i supposed to say im sorry. there are no excuses for how i've changed. she doesnt deserve how im treating her. i think the way she see's it is that i only want to be around her as a saftey friend for when trishia isnt around. but thats not it. its just that.....shit i dont even know what it is. i dont know why i've been acting like this. it'

Comments

Funny, kinda.

[hopewhisper]

I just finshed an entry and my mood was hopeful too. Funny, right? I don't think that I'm a safety friend. I think that you would rather spend time with her than me. I wish you were happier. I am always here for you. Shit, I'm starting to cry. I love you!

brittany

[maddogmatth]

no that comment was not directed towards you i was really pissed off and wasn't just ranting about adam