The joys of motherhood.....

[darkemystress]

Why does a mother act the way she does? What makes a mother go on when all she wants to do is curl into a ball and cry? How can she swallows her fears and worry and comfort a sick child with soothing songs and gentle rocking? What makes her fight like a wild beast when her offspring's welfare is at stake only to weep at a small smile or a simple

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[confessedsoul]

Oh sweetie *hugs* Guess life isn't going to give us that break that we talked about huh? *hugs again* Peanut will be ok, he is in the best place to get it taken care of. Before you know it he will have healed and be bouncing on tranpolines again. As far as Boo goes, damn I hate to have to see anyone go through that but especially a child. They will narrow the options down and hopefully it won't even be Diabetes. You never know maybe the fates will work in favor for once. I wish I could wave a magic wand and just make all of it, the kids probs, court, loss of baby, ex husband, pranks, alllll of it just disappear and be a happy time period in your life for you. I'm here if you need me and Shaun is too. He sends his love. *snuuuuuugs* We both love you. Take care and try to get some sleep honey it will help clear you mind a little.

[darkemystress]

Thanks hun. I guess not, at least right now. Fate, it seems , has other plans at the moment. And you're right the rest I got did help. I love you both too *hugs* and I am here for you as well. I wonder if I'm chalking up a karma credit for all this shit somewhere or if the following joke is true and I should just accept it. ;)

Somehow this sound familiar in my situation at the moment...

Job was basically a good guy but he'd been tormented with horriboe happenings in his life. He tried to remain stoic but one day he feel to his knees and cried out to the heavens
"Oh Lord, I've tried to be a good person, why am I tormented so?"
Much to his surprise, a magestic booming voice replied from the clouds above...
" You know Job.. there's just something about you that pisses me off.."

[confessedsoul]

LMFAO!!!! I can't help but laugh at that ....it was just so perfect and hilarious. *snugs* Love ya sweetie!

[simplewhore]

I have been able to give your feelings some thought as of late.

I won't try and pretend I am ready to be a father, or even a good father. I know I am ready to try and do everything I can tomake sure that he never has to not smile. That he has a shoulder to cry on and a man in his life who loves him and will guide him up and through a slipery slope if it is needed.

Gods, me as a role model, not a good idea.

But I know why I try as hard as I do.

Because when he opens his eyes in the morning and looks at me with his smile and screams Daddy it makes me feel like a new man, a purpose is given to me everytime.

It is worth it as you well know, all the pain and the tears boil down to a simple smile that makes it all seem worth it.

All my love and support to you Sweetness, I can't pretend to know what you are going through, but I can say I love you and are here for you if you need anything I can provide.

[darkemystress]

I love you too hun and can only offer to do the same for you.

*soft smile* Kids don't come with a handbooks, no matter what people might have you think. All we can do is try our best and trust our instincts. I know what you mean, a smile can make all the troubles seem so unimportant.

Hopefully you can get your ass online sometime and we can Rp some frustrations out ;)