eff this

[darkend_lover]

i just give up. for once i truely believed that things were goos for once. i have a great boyfriend who makes me soo happy and i love all my friends to death. but no things cant stay that way. i just have to fuck them up dont i. im just soo tired of tryin soo hard to have everything be ok for once. i feel as if i cant do a single thing for myself

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[soon2bdead]

your not a fuck up a bitch or anything like that and i know that what ever is bothering you, your a whole lot stronger than this to give up thats one of the reasons why i love you so much and concider you more of a family member than my own family.... so if you need to talk i'm here i have no where to go untill july so just give me a call i'll probally be home
love you
danni

[miss_shugah]

Jilly Bean i'm not mad at you, not at all. i dunno. it's in the past now right? i was just really tired and bitchy and i had this weird mood. but i'm really not mad at you. seriously. but don't ever think that you're fuck up or a bitch caues you're not. i'm sorry you got yelled at. i really am. i'll take that up with Joe cause he shouldn't have yelled at you for that. i guess all i can really say is that we need to plan better. you and Jay need to sit down and make some sort of a schedual of when you're gonna see each other cause that way we can all be planned out and have fun and not have to worry about things like this. maybe that sounds like i'm ranting and raving but i just love you too much and i don't want anything to happen to you, i know it wouldn't when you're with Jay, but i worry. like a sister, like a friend. <3333