so yeah.. was talkin to a friend today and she was all talkin about how she's gonna be doing stuff with an ex and how she hopes her current b/f doesnt find out about it cause he said he'll break up with her if she cheated on him 'again' ... its crap like that that makes ME worry about stuff. and i mean damn, if your current b/f is so freakin ( Read more... )

i never noticed her webcam being out before.. is she getting on it for people when im not home now? or maybe im just being paranoid again.. still i never saw it before and why else would you need it? thats what i get for looking for advil.. i cant ask about it though cause then she'll know im thinking paranoid thoughts again and i'll get the boot ( Read more... )

so much work.. and my lip really fuckin hurts :(

that was most fun! :D best way to wake up ever! i kinda wanted to try something but didnt.. its different and im not sure if either party would like it to be honest.. oh well maybe next time. i need to go to the store today.. i need to get juice and fruits and stuff thats good for me.. and diapers for the baby >.< im getting more hours at work! :D ( Read more... )

*wipes off the dust* been awhile since ive updated in here, and since nobody reads this crap anymore maybe this can be the outlet for crap mom keeps bugging me about. something wonderful happened last night :D really makes me think things are gonna be ok :D things have been kinda rocky lately.. but ya know you never really realize how much you'll ( Read more... )

so as i sit awake with nothing to do i realize i havent updated my journal in quite awhile.. so if anyone still reads this junk id like to throw you a "hello" as for how ive been.. ok i guess.. same routine everyday basically. work, baby, home, wow, all that jaz.. ive come to the sudden realization that i really miss my old friends. i dunno if this ( Read more... )

anyone using paypal.. i just got an email from "paypal" telling me i needed to update my account or it would be suspended, so i went to update it and it asks for everything, site looks authentic.. but asks for your PIN number as well.. which that's BS so i checked the bottom of the window, guess what, no lock.. not secure.. website was something ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with me...

yay! got a new computer! its freakin sweet, thanks to mommy for letting me use your credit history to finance it. (have my own credit card, but havent had it long enough to establish any sort of credit what-so-ever) so wootz, i can play WoW with all the graphics turned up and the terrain distance as far back as it will go and STILL have no lag! ( Read more... )

this is so cool.. i can download porn and play WoW at the same time!