Rumours of my demise have been greatly exaggerated.

That ought to satisfy those looking for me. I'm not sharing any more for now, though..

I'm tired. I'm cold. I'm tired. I have a headache, and I'm missing my beautiful girlfriend. I'm tired, angry, and pissed at the world today. Life can go fuck itself, today, I'm going to do absolutely nothing except sit around and feel sorry for myself. Even laughing on Teamspeak with 39 other cool people through Molten Core in World of Warcraft isn ( Read more... )

I couldn't help but post this one for you magnificent people..

( We all suffer irrational hate towards computers sometimes, right? )

If I had to sum up the last two days in two words, that'd be it. "Aye Carumba ( Read more... )

Uhhh. Things happen in crazy ways.

Lets just say.. divine intervention (of a sorts) just hit.. and I am flying to Los Angeles to spend 3 months (with virtually no money to my name, harhar) in the United States.

And.. uh.. this is good news. I think. Err.

I'M GOING COMPLETELY INSANE AND I LOVE IT! WOO!

This is all over the news. The timing and methodology are interesting. The reporting is even more so. I can't wait to see the response...

.. so much for breaking the camel's back. (I apologize for the horrible pun..)

... it does. I suppose I shouldn't be surprised by now, in my life's incredible ability to completely turn itself upside down in a short space of time. Things look up, bamf, I'm face back down on the ground. I pick myself up slowly, only to be kicked back down just when I finally seem like I'm getting better.

sighI want to hide away, but hiding ( Read more... )

I miss sleep. :(

At the start of the year, I had the most vivid dream I've ever had. Even now, it's still as vivid in my memory as it was when I first woke up, screaming in pain and covered in sweat. In the dream, I am strapped tightly to a metal cross, stripped naked, with rends in my flesh and a finger missing, with a demonic face pressed into mine. The demon- ( Read more... )

My dreams are random, short, brilliant, yet doomed. I mourn their passing every morning.

Yesterday I was arrested for tomorrows murder,
Tomorrow I am released for yesterdays suicide..