im not a person who holds grudges ( Read more... )

although not much has changed- im a bit more "okay" with some things ( Read more... )

"im breaking away + cutting him off.
im moving on from paradise lost.
i was searching, but never found.
i was lost in sight + sound."

im in a decently calm mood.
happy because i got news today that i'm okay for now health-wise. :)
happy because deanna + i are awfully excited about christmas.
she gets her full license- + then her + i hit the road. ( Read more... )

im having trouble with letting go of something ( Read more... )

this week has been bittersweet to say the least ( Read more... )

well, not much has changed ( Read more... )

im in a mental rut.
nothing's ever good enough.
i freak out over everything.
+ panic at the drop of a hat.
it's just not healthy.
+ it needs to stop.
but herein lies a catch 22.
i need to be happy with something for that to happen ( Read more... )

i found out some things this weekend ( Read more... )

i found this today where i keep my own lyrics.
i dont remember writing it or hearing it.
but maybe there's a reason for that.
idk. i liked it a lot.
+ it kind of fits my situation right now.
so im posting it.
enjoy.

There is a huge difference between your brain + your heart ( Read more... )

probably the worst thing that could have happened again has happened ( Read more... )