Uhg

[darkened_mishap]

Yeah that's pretty much my day, not half as bad as B days, but not twice as much better either. I feel sick to my stomich, I ate a cookie for lunch, didn't keep dinner, but had icecream after going to the hospital to see my grandpa, so now I feel sickly fat..I can't stand myself sometimes. I can be so stupid and irrational, damn dissorders..I don't

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[ignorethehunger]

Hehe, I dont think "love yas" counts as "I love you..." cuz ya gotta say it with all 3 words...ja know, he shouldnt trip. Tell him you say that to everyone and he should be aight.

Shit man, Ive been tired as hell lately too. Dont know what it is. I just need alot of sleep. I aint been feeling terribly happy or upbeat or...I just havent been myself. Allie has been helping me alot though, he's like my rock now, for once I dont have to be somebody else's...but he is holding me up right now because I just dont feel all that stable. :(

So yah, when you come in the summer you'll have to come to D-Town! Yay we're moving then...so the job is gonna be shitty because there's some people you dislike working with you? I can relate. Oh man, there's someone at my job that I would love to just strangle!

Well, my Allie just woke up, and we're going to the food bank and shit so I will talk to you later :) YYYYYYYYYY

boom!

[lonelynirvana]

bang bang you've just been shot lol
jk hey dont fret i feel like that all the time. my friends at work actually have a schedule for my moods now. lol they can calculate how long i'll be down and then how long im gonna be hyper.

[ignorethehunger]

P.S. Yo ;) This is my ED journal now.