I'm sick of this, I just want it all to end

[darkened_sang]

I'm fucking tired of this fucking place, I want out and I want out now, I can take my family anymore, They make me want to fucking die. I'm not getting my dreads now because I No longer have any fucking hair, thats right, I don't have any fucking hair. My dad made me shave off my fucking hair, Well dad, I have something for you, GO FUCK YOUR SELF.

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[kaysea]

I'm sorry. It sucks. Life sucks. I don't understand why assholes have to ruin things for people like us.
I hope you come back from the car ride to somewhere alive and in one piece...

Yeah, I'm back

[darkened_sang]

Yeah, I'm back, In one piece, my dad is missing a peice of him though, His Pride, and His Dignety. The fucker got in my face again, and I told him how it was: "Mother fucker, I am ME, NOONE ELSE BUT ME, DON'T TRY TO MAKE ME INTO YOU, YOU DONE FUCKED YOUR LIFE UP BAD ENOUGH."

Re: Yeah, I'm back

[kaysea]

Good.
I'm glad. Hopefully I'll be able to talk to you later. Give me cell a call later tonight if you can, I found it!

Re: Yeah, I'm back

[darkened_sang]

Sorry about not calling my sister was MIA until 3AM this morning -_- I'll post about it in my journal.

[_synaesthesia_]

Do I -have- to come down there and slap you upside the head??

YOU? A failure? No. A failure is an idiot that would accept every piece of shit that is fed to him and pretends to love it jut to make someone else happy.
You're a fighter. You strive to improve your life and attain happiness. And that's what life is about: fucking shit up to be happy.

Im not a bloody optimist, I'm a realist and I'll tell you this much. Your life sucks shit, bohoo, but since you have the will to change it, it won't get any worse. Tear it up, inside out and see if you like the result.
What do you have to lose?

Oi...

[darkened_sang]

God, where the fuck would I be if I didn't take your advice lol