Its been a really fucking long time since I've posted here, and I think its about time to do it. Lately I've been tied into doing Jib(Meth for those of you who don't know) Before last night, I had been up for two weeks straight, and I think that I'm going to be permenantly scared from it. As my new year resolution I swore to myself that I would ( Read more... )

I can't stand not being in canada with Lucia, now her dad grounds her from the computer. I'm gonna fucking kill that guy when I get up there. I can't believe that this happened. This royally blows, now I need to get my ass up to canada ASAP. He's grounding her to try and prevent her from hanging out with her friends, what kind of parent is that? He ( Read more... )

It's like 3:22 am, I just got back from the hospital, my dad went in at like 9:00 PM. We had to take him some stuff up. I can't sleep, but yet I'm super tired... I have no fucking Idea what to do so I hopped on the computer. I redid the layout on my journal again, as if you can't tell. Wait noone ever checks my journal. I gotta get into a community ( Read more... )

Well, I put 10 hours in today at work sicker then a dog, I wanted 12, but noooo... they found out that I wasn't feeling good so they sent me home, I mean what the fuck. I need the money fuckers. I purchase Lucia's boots tonight. Its her birthday present from me, heres the link to them:
-Boots
They should arrive with in a week or so. Then all I have ( Read more... )

Well, I got bored, and decided to play around with the layout on my journal. The lyrics on the side are some lyrics from one of my songs.

Well, it seems like it's been forever since I've posted on this fuckin thing, I figured it was time that I caught up on it. I haven't really been up to much, except trying to find everyway possible to get to canada to see Lucia. Well, turns out the answer was infront of my face the whole time. I just had to ask the person that I least expected ( Read more... )

I've made up my mind whether to stay in canada or not.

Well, two days, and I'm going to canada... When I get there, I will decide the ultimate decision in which will determine the rest of my life. Stay there, and live hard for a while... or stay here until I'm 18, so that it's legal and I can get a job. I know that I'd be happy, but it'd be really hard because I wouldn't have a place to stay... but ( Read more... )

Oh hell yeah, this week couldn't get any fucking better. I finally completed my very first albulm, it's got 6 songs with one hidden track on it, and it's like 50 minutes long. I need to find a record company that will do a record deal though... It's gonna be a bitch to find one, but if I do, It'll be well worth it. Here's the song list ( Read more... )

Ok, the reason being that I haven't been online in like a month, is because my comp got struck by lightining, how shitty is that? It's fucking gay. I was suposed to be in canada by now, but some shit came up that prevented me from coming up, and there for missing tyranny. Preventation Reason: A girl, who fucked with my head and left me with a ( Read more... )