Im such a mush, david sang a song to me and i started to cry... not all dramatic crying or anything, but you know that stream you cant hold back.. I probably just cried because he's been on my mind all day.. and i miss him so much.. but he's moved on.. he lives somewhere else.. he's making new friends.. talking to new girls.. starting his life over ( Read more... )

I miss him. Im trying to not talk to him, but the more i dont the more i want to. Anyways ( Read more... )

So that day whenever josh (s) came over and i kissed him, well later on that day he went to dee's house and told her, well dee immideatly called david and told him alll about it and asked him if i was still with him cuz she didnt want to hurt him and blahblahblah. What a cunt. Anyways, so david bitched me out for a looonngg time, like all last ( Read more... )

Im so nervous i feel like im going to throw up.

Man i feel like shit today, im soo tired cuz of the weekend, i had alot of fun though, the only bad part is me and david got into a shitload of fights, saying that i blew him off to go smoke and then again for my "friends" We broke it off monday when i was too stoned to care. I woke up this morning feeling like shit, he told me i have no reason to ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking bad. Josh picked me up from work today and we went and bought 21 8.4%acholic beers and then we went and picked up anna and rachel and then we went to go and wait for mikey in the HEB parking lot, well rachel got one of josh's beebee guns and they werent loaded or anything but she started shooting me and then i got one and was ( Read more... )

I was talking to my boss about guys that abuse their chicks yesterday. It freaks me out, there's women that come into my work and their husbands treat them like shit and say stuff, in front of us, "Do you want me to slap you!? Just wait till we get home!" I would feel so morally trashed if that ever happened to me, the worst that's happened is ( Read more... )

I talked to my docter today, and i have another appoinment in January that i have to make in December for a PMD?? something like that.. i think everythings okay though, she told me i only had a mild case of something.. but anyways, im happy to hear that its not cancer though, really really really happy, and now maybe i can get on "the shot" now, ( Read more... )

hhheellpp meeeee i waannaa feeelll youuuu frromm thheee innnnnssssssssiiiidddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ow!!! Nine Inch Nails baby, he's makes me horny. I developed some pictures today, some from OZzFesst and others from a day a LinZ's house, and one of RobZOmbies Ass.. haha.. fuckyah! ha well here we go...

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So i guess david cheated on me with claire.. or so HE says.. i asked her about it and SHE said that he's just crazy and he made up the whole thing.. which is believable too.. but he had every singe fuckin detail down and shit, i just dont know who or what to believe these days.. i just want someone to tell me the fuckin truth for fuckin ONE TIME in ( Read more... )