Ohlay! Today was a muuucch better day, i talked to david and now things are more clear, i sped through my work today, (Im a fuckin geeniouuusss!!!) Even got to take a nap in English2, met an exchange student, her name is Nasstaja, (pronouced: nas-tas-shia) She has the coolest accent ever, takes me back to sixth grade whenever i lived in Ramstein, ( Read more... )

Soooo me and david are split up again.. well at least im pretty sure we are, we've been getting into soo many fights and then today i finally asked him, am i even your fuckin girlfriend anymore??? cuz if you just wanna end things now i'll still be your friend, i'll always be here for you, and its not like im gonna hate you or anything, i just want ( Read more... )

A Day Inside This Happy Shell ( Read more... )

I was haveing a shitty day today until celena gave me the best compliment ive gotten in a long time, she told me "you know what lorelei, i just realized that i loved you today ( Read more... )

GREEN DAY WAS AAWWSOOMMEEE!!! i loved his performance, omg, he is soo sexy, i never realized, i enjoyed myself very much, i got called a dumb bitch by like a 50 year old guy though, that was pretty pissy, but other than that we got soo close to the stage, i could see billy joe soo fuckin good, oh and he gave away his guitar to some dude too, that ( Read more... )

6 Months for David and Lorelei. Minus the two months we were seperated so it couldve been our 8th months.. but its all good, six months is pretty crazy all in itself. Anyways, so Im going to the Green Day concert at 7pm,then david should pick me up from that when its over and then i'll head back home cuz tommorrow's a school day :( I hope the ( Read more... )

SSooo David started smokeing again, but when i got high today at work while he was in austin he got all mad at me and said that we shouldnt call eachother when we're like that. I think that's bullshit cuz i had talked to him when he was all stoned earlier today, so fuck that. Anyways, i am sooooo higgghh right now,i really really am, my boss was ( Read more... )

i got hhiiigghh befoore school today, haha, omg it was soo much fun, i got to ride on a bumpy bus and draw smiley faces on all of lindsays toes, haha, then later on in the day i had a dentist appointment and they numbed half of my face and then i had to go to work, well about half an hour into working i realized that when i smiled only half of my ( Read more... )

aahhhhhhhhhhhh damn my emotions are crazy! i think my hormones are going bazerk. anyways, david is moving to austin. damn. i dont even like writting that. I dont get to see him hardly at all anymore. Now that schools started anyways. I miss him so bad. damn. i saw him for like 5 mins today and that's it. Just enough for him to hold me, and then he ( Read more... )

Wow i am soo exhausted! These past couple of days have been so freaken eventful its insane. Okay, so Friday? maybe thursday.. ooh wait okay friday ( Read more... )