[35] suspended on threads

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............

How could-- how could she even--

...God damn it!!

I don't even know what the hell I'm supposed to do! Whatever fate she's experienced, I will always be tightly bound to it-- so what does this mean for me?!

Yubel... I...

Damn it... damn it all to hell...

I shouldn't be so angry about this, and yet... this same anger... I can't

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Did something happen... to Yubel?

[[ by the way, assume Johan hasn't really been in their apartment at all lately. >____> ]]

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...She's gone. Her name is no longer on the list...

[venomously] Not that you'd know; you haven't been around enough to know, it seems.

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Gone? But that's not... [ he falls short, not knowing what words to fill in that won't go awry. ]

That's not how it is, it's not -- [ not my fault? It's not like that? But it is, and once again, he can't find what to say. ]

It's not what you think.

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Is it not? I tried to protect you from her, and I received no acknowledgment for that whatsoever, even as ready to give my life as I was. It seems unlike you, from what I can tell. Though I may have only done it because it was Yubel, and she is...

...Well. Regardless, it is ironic how things work themselves out in the end. I shouldn't be too surprised; it's my fault for not knowing better, each and every time.