No need to be here, online right now I mean. Why do we sit here almost religiously, when there's nothing else to do. As if the internet is the faithful wife or husband that will never leave us. Always by our side in thick and thin. Does anyone remember what they did before the advent of the interweb? What it was like to go out and invent your own ( Read more... )

Dunno, feelin kinda empty as of late. Like somethings missing and I can't get on track til I find it, or at least what it is. Answers maybe, reassurance possibly, only the divine ones know. Til I know I drag through the days with false hopes and smiles. I don't even think I'm me anymore honestly. I'm so much different than I was three years ago ( Read more... )

well it appears the storm has gone . . . it never really came here at all. Maybe the tail will sweep around again and drop an inch or so but "fortunatly" all we saw down here were 30 mph winds and about 1/4" of rain if that. Damned storm . . . I was looking foward to it too. Now my class is canceled in the morning but I still have to go to work. ( Read more... )

Heading down to the beach when the winds pick up a bit, who's comin with me!? I love beachin storms, a hurrican'l be a new one though. If I don't make it back or something happens . . . well . . . .it's been fun everyone, thanks for everything. TO THE RATMOBILE!!!

I've been a thinkin again . . . now my head hurts. I'm thinking of turning in smoking for drinking. Maybe if I kill off enough brain cells I won't question things so much. It seems the mindless drones of life lead the more fulfilling life. There's something to be said for questioning things, certainly, but there's something to be said for just ( Read more... )

They won. As per always. The battle was fierce but in the end I walk away with a battered ego, a shitty state of mind, an empty wallet, and an empty school schedule ( Read more... )

So yeah, obviously been a bad past couple days. Things may be looking up however. upon closer inspection I have all of my cores out of the way so whilst I may not be where I wanted to be at when i transfer out I'm just gonna take two courses and pay out of my pocket. This way I'm not completely out of school. Then gonna use the added time to work n ( Read more... )

Just when I thought they were going to do something they've never done before they go and prove me wrong. They knew there was a chance that I may not get aide cause they filed jointly yadda yada, doubles the income yada yada. At first they were prepared for it. I thouht great, their finally playing mom and dad for once and supporting me in ( Read more... )

Worked my first shift at the ramada . . . .I hate it entirely. Front desk is the most dull job I've ever experienced in my life. I wanted to gouge my eye out with a spoon. I also worked with the worlds ultimate flamer and a godforsaken actual valley girl, imported from cali probably to continue with the pattern of smiting. Their not really bad, but ( Read more... )

Well it's official . . . I've been smited. Went to class, all went well enough. Good profesors this semester. Then it happened. Went to financial aide to make sure everything was handled. Turns out they weren't. My parents did their taxes together this year. Now I get nothing, nada, zip, zilch. The lady said I could try writing a letter to the ( Read more... )