So slightly betterish. Ever so slightly. It's definately one of those things that doesn't just *poof* go away after a couple days. Thinking back neither of us had been really happy for a while. I can't help but think that maybe it was my lack of utter joy was bringing her down and seeing her down just brought me further down and into a constant ( Read more... )

why does it hurt so bad. Like the only part of me that I still had love for was taken from me and is held at arms reach. I know it's for the best. I know if it continued we'd both pretend like there's nothing wrong until it exploded into a second big bang, creating only a cosmos of pain and suffering.

Why does the right thing to do always feel so

Ok so yesterday get home chill with Thom on the couch for a bit get upstairs check Email wanted to play WoW but was too tired to play ( Read more... )

Moving of in - mostly check
cable - check
opt. online - check

The living can finally officially start. Oh sweet precious internet how I've missed you.

I beleive I'm finally stepping in the right direction. I've got a job that I enjoy and will not only be flexible in going back to school but will probably end up paying for alot of it (YAY for tuition reimbursement programs) I just need to find the details of how long I need to be there before it'll start up I think 90 days but worst case scenario ( Read more... )

I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!! I love my new job!!!I love my new job!!!

Welp . . . I've been here 2 hours already and I've managed to fix the tear in my jeans with some twistie tie's (it actually is holding really well AND I'm stylin. I might sell the fuckers on ebay and make a shitload off of wearing them a month straight and a twist tie. . . yes I've washed them bastards) Then I messed with my LJ looks. You digs? I'm ( Read more... )

So I'm a week late with all this . . . but . . . here's whats happened ( Read more... )

Okay so after the best birthday weekend ever (I didn't know I knew that many people who knew people) with the peeps I adore and a person or two I could've done without but hey it's a party ( Read more... )

Spent the day at work . . . almost fell asleep driving home (scared the hell out of me) . . . arrived too tired to do any thing. I feel so old =P