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these are my thoughts
anonymous
July 28 2004, 22:58:52 UTC
i think everyone in life has a first love that they still love and cherish until their dying day, wither they ended up with that person or not. I believe that to find out if its possible, you must grow an individual in a relationship sense. Try going out and dating other people. If your afriad you'll lose one another, then its not ment to be. Being with other people will make both of you relize what and how much you love eachother. If its true love, it would only make it stronger. That is my opinion.
Re: these are my thoughtsdarker123July 28 2004, 23:45:09 UTC
I Agree 100%! hehe I try my best at my relationship and what can I say.. so far it's working extremly well! and if Mona ever wants to date outside it to find out if I'm the one for her I say go for it! but I'll be waiting for her return if she does come back. I do believe it's possible to have a first and only love, just because, truly in the end, you'll most likely be with someone anyways... so why not grow and learn with one individual? it only makes sense to me... instead of wasting time on other relationships.. that are otherwise Frivolous... but still I agree, and it is a good idea, if she is with another, she can decide whether I'm good enough for her or not, and that is a given right to her!
i love how you said, "haha he thought I wanted a car (which I don't need, or care for)." It's a lot of how I feel. My parents have pushed the idea on me of "you need to drive", "you need to have a car." Yea it would be nice for a little independance, but after that what? A car wouldnt make me happy. Compassion, apathy,self-lessness ( so see/feel) these things would make me happy. I'd like to tell you love wouldnt make me completely happy, just because im not feeling it right now. But when you love someone, and they love you back, its a certain revitalizing feeling that makes you happy.
I'd like to think that first loves CAN last forever. My first love has already happened, but he's also given me the oppertunity to look forward to the next love. Maybe he'll be the one, maybe he wont. I like your attitude about your realationship. Reminds me a lot of myself. haha not to be conceeded, I'm just glad i can relate to someone.
ahh, thank you!darker123July 29 2004, 20:51:29 UTC
hehe, I feel the exact same way about getting a car.. I don't care... when I'm 18, sure I'll get a drivers permit and drive... but It isn't that important to me. well, love isn't the only thing though.. Trust is more important then love though... love without trust.. is hardly love ... hehe well as Mona put it... "without trust there is hardly a thing called love..." Qoute...
well, at least you've learned a lot from your first love experience, and it's possible that your second can be your last as well...
I love Mint! personally I think it's the perfect snack...
I Love Mona... and again.. I would rather her be happy with another then sad with me...
Re: ahh, thank you!darker123July 31 2004, 01:42:24 UTC
Thank you... I try to be as honest as I can... hmm.. Thanks for posting I really appreciate it!
I've never been with Mona... but I'm hoping we'll be able to meet very soon... I guess being long distance has helped us, hmm.. I'll feel very loved just to be hugged, or to hear those Precious words "I love you" or "Te Amo"... and I really look forward to cuddling! I'm a very simple person to be shown love... or given... hehe... well, what what I strive for though is Mona's happiness and emotional fulfillment... hehe, well, that's my goal in life anyways... to make someone (Mona) (or if it happens I'm not the one for her...) very happy... and if it comes down to it.. I don't really *Need* to do that... and then my job is to be the oldest gentleman to have never been kissed (and other stuff you normally do in a relationship), (hehe, I wouldn't be the only one but it would be a fun path to travel) oh well...Happiness Ensues!
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I'd like to think that first loves CAN last forever. My first love has already happened, but he's also given me the oppertunity to look forward to the next love. Maybe he'll be the one, maybe he wont. I like your attitude about your realationship. Reminds me a lot of myself. haha not to be conceeded, I'm just glad i can relate to someone.
how can some people NOT like mint?
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well, at least you've learned a lot from your first love experience, and it's possible that your second can be your last as well...
I love Mint! personally I think it's the perfect snack...
I Love Mona... and again.. I would rather her be happy with another then sad with me...
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I have to go to the DMV today, and not looking forward to it.
I love your attitude about love. It's very honest.
I hope everything works out for you and Mona :0)
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I've never been with Mona... but I'm hoping we'll be able to meet very soon... I guess being long distance has helped us, hmm.. I'll feel very loved just to be hugged, or to hear those Precious words "I love you" or "Te Amo"... and I really look forward to cuddling! I'm a very simple person to be shown love... or given... hehe... well, what what I strive for though is Mona's happiness and emotional fulfillment... hehe, well, that's my goal in life anyways... to make someone (Mona) (or if it happens I'm not the one for her...) very happy... and if it comes down to it.. I don't really *Need* to do that... and then my job is to be the oldest gentleman to have never been kissed (and other stuff you normally do in a relationship), (hehe, I wouldn't be the only one but it would be a fun path to travel) oh well...Happiness Ensues!
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