She's so heavy....

[darkest_neko]

guys tend to think of me as a sex toy. Something they can hump a few times and then they have the right to do whatever they want to me. I know this is true because...well...just look at my past relationships. I really dislike boys at the moment. I am seriously thinking about not dating anyone for like a year or so. But then again I make these

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[anonymous]

Well, you dont need to worry, you will find a good guy soon:). It took me a while, ive known my husband since high school, we werent together then because we got into a big fight and never talked to each other for a while. Then we started talking again and a few years after i graduated high school we started talking a lot, then we dated and got married. Shocked the hell out of him how it happened, but it all goes well. You will find someone, just look for someone who has all his shit together, and just doesnt go for just sex. A lot of my ex bfs did that.

Good luck:)

[darkest_neko]

I hope I do. I just can't stand those relationships anymore. It is like eating away at my self esteem and who i am. I mean it kind of hurts a little. I am a very kind a loving person and i give all of myself. Maybe that is my problem. Maybe i should hold back on how i handle relationships.

Btw, thank you for responding to my journal. No one ever does so i feel like i am screaming into an empty room. <3

[anonymous]

I think so to, just wait and enjoy single life. Maybe next one you should look for a guy who doesnt just look for only sex. My ex bf Michael did that for the two years we were together. The other suggestion is to find a guy who has a lot of money and doesnt make you pay for everything. Im sure some of your friends know guys like that. Sitting back and relaxing and hanging with friends is probably the best thing to do. Good luck:)

[darkest_neko]

I know. I should wait on dating and i will try to. I really will. But i tend to fall inlove easily. And that is my greatest downfall. I hope I remain single for awhile.