"If you tell me we'll make it, i'll believe you"
Me: okay you know whats strange? all of a sudden, i've got this obsession with death. should i be concerned?
Jamie: meh no
Jamie: ur obsession just died and i've always had that obsession its not as weird as one might thing
Jamie: think*
Me: it feels weird though. i feel weird.
Jamie: ur fine i promise
Jamie: go find some gorey autoupsy photos or soemthing itll make ya feel a little better
Me: no man that's sick
Jamie: it cures the obsessiveness for a while
Me: i just keep comming up with these really obvious relvolations about death
Jamie: dandelion wine
Me: like, you know when you think of death, you think it's done and stuff. but you don't really realize what that means. now all of a sudden, i am. i just think "that's it. its over. that's the end and there's no comming back"
Jamie: yea if u go to heaven you'll come back
Jamie: eventually
Me: yes, but, although im not trying to question anything like religion or something, but how do you know? you can't really say what's going to happen when you die. i mean, what if you just die and that's all. what if that's the end? no one can tell you for sure because when they die, they're dead
Jamie: its liek goin to sleep
Jamie: u don't know u've fallen asleep until uve woken up
Jamie: so if u die..you wouldnt really knw
Jamie: until u go on to heaven or hell or if nothing happens then u'll b none the wiser
Me: but think about it. if you just fall asleep and never wake up... i mean.... your done. you'll never know and everything you ever were will just be gone
Jamie: right but u won't even know ur dead
Jamie: which means u won't have time for the looking back feeling bad ness
Me: but you'll just be gone.
Jamie: just boom
Me: even if you don't know, you'll just be gone
Jamie: well yea but u don't care whne ur dead
Me: and that sucks
Jamie: meh thats y i'm goin to heaven
Me: i know, but what if there is no heaven when you die?
Jamie: then u just cease
Me: its scary and it hurts to think about
Jamie: ppl who are still her mourn for u...wellt he way i think about it..is that i'm not gonna die my souls gonna go to heaven adn i'll live forever there
Me: i know. that's the way we all want to think and im not trying to prove that wrong or anything, but what if that doesn't happen. its scary. it would suck to just cease to be
Jamie: well it sucks now cause ur thinkin about it but i promise u wont' care when ur dead
Me: i know but... whats there to look forward to when you know youll just cease?
Jamie: um to have the best life u can
Jamie: and not waste ur time waiting fo rthing
Jamie: s
Me: half of life is getting there
Jamie: yup
Me: and, i mean, when someone dies, they can never laugh again or smile again or talk again... and the only way they can be remembered is by photos and videos. memories are faulty. they don't always work... its just depressing to think about
never be afraid to cry
*cameron*
Jamie: meh no
Jamie: ur obsession just died and i've always had that obsession its not as weird as one might thing
Jamie: think*
Me: it feels weird though. i feel weird.
Jamie: ur fine i promise
Jamie: go find some gorey autoupsy photos or soemthing itll make ya feel a little better
Me: no man that's sick
Jamie: it cures the obsessiveness for a while
Me: i just keep comming up with these really obvious relvolations about death
Jamie: dandelion wine
Me: like, you know when you think of death, you think it's done and stuff. but you don't really realize what that means. now all of a sudden, i am. i just think "that's it. its over. that's the end and there's no comming back"
Jamie: yea if u go to heaven you'll come back
Jamie: eventually
Me: yes, but, although im not trying to question anything like religion or something, but how do you know? you can't really say what's going to happen when you die. i mean, what if you just die and that's all. what if that's the end? no one can tell you for sure because when they die, they're dead
Jamie: its liek goin to sleep
Jamie: u don't know u've fallen asleep until uve woken up
Jamie: so if u die..you wouldnt really knw
Jamie: until u go on to heaven or hell or if nothing happens then u'll b none the wiser
Me: but think about it. if you just fall asleep and never wake up... i mean.... your done. you'll never know and everything you ever were will just be gone
Jamie: right but u won't even know ur dead
Jamie: which means u won't have time for the looking back feeling bad ness
Me: but you'll just be gone.
Jamie: just boom
Me: even if you don't know, you'll just be gone
Jamie: well yea but u don't care whne ur dead
Me: and that sucks
Jamie: meh thats y i'm goin to heaven
Me: i know, but what if there is no heaven when you die?
Jamie: then u just cease
Me: its scary and it hurts to think about
Jamie: ppl who are still her mourn for u...wellt he way i think about it..is that i'm not gonna die my souls gonna go to heaven adn i'll live forever there
Me: i know. that's the way we all want to think and im not trying to prove that wrong or anything, but what if that doesn't happen. its scary. it would suck to just cease to be
Jamie: well it sucks now cause ur thinkin about it but i promise u wont' care when ur dead
Me: i know but... whats there to look forward to when you know youll just cease?
Jamie: um to have the best life u can
Jamie: and not waste ur time waiting fo rthing
Jamie: s
Me: half of life is getting there
Jamie: yup
Me: and, i mean, when someone dies, they can never laugh again or smile again or talk again... and the only way they can be remembered is by photos and videos. memories are faulty. they don't always work... its just depressing to think about
never be afraid to cry
*cameron*