"Who you are and the paragon of who you want to be are...strangers"

[darkeyemysterys]

I am here thinking about things that bother me. and Since these journals are for "venting" and self focus, then I say why not. And yes, if anyone has any advice about anything, please do share. It would be greatly appreciated

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dear abby writes

[anonymous]

dont worry too much about all this stuff.
it could just be teen agnst, along with the fact that you are struggling to find yourself. right now you are exactly where you need to be though, you have at least two good friends who are there for you and you have a trusted adult you can talk to.
also, a guy may not be the best thing for you right now. finding and maintaining a relationship would be difficult with all the other things going on in your life. you may be doing some serious changes to yourself here soon and a steady relationship would only slow those changes down if not stop them completely.
so try not to stress too much over these things. im sure they will work out in due time.

good luck with all your troubles and worries. <3

Re: dear abby writes

[houdinismyhero]

yea i am definitely someone you can talk to if you need it. whether or not you can "be there" for me all the time has no relevence to me. and i dare you to try and push me away. i will snap like a twig. gangsta style mutha fucka!

<333 i loves my smelly kelly!!

Erkle loves you!!

[anonymous]

Hey porky,
Beans here. I am sorry you feel so depressed. I just want you to know that you should not feel this way, because you have me here to spill any of your problems to. I Promise i will do my best to make you feel better. Whenever you feel down or get into a thinking stage when you only think about the negative things, just call me. I will come straight over and lay on your bed and throw you down, and we can burn 679 calories laughing. Okay? Well....im probably over there anyway, bu that just means im doing something wrong because you should not have these problems with a best friend. :( I love you lots lots lots lots lots!!!!!!!!!! Oh yea....thanks for not letting me choke on my snot!

lovvvvvvvvve

[houdinismyhero]

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holla at me...

[anonymous]

hi im mckenzie. im awesome. i like to leave comments. the mutual awesomeness is now being felt by two individuals who are deeply entwined in beautiful bond.....we both know jessi (in the biblical sense har har har). we should hang out. and visit my site bc im not allowed to have any more online journals. youcandobetter.modblog.com come see, or jesus will kill a kitten.

ahhh kelly belly pork N beans....

[inxshatters]

1) don't be afraid to get close to people because of the past. you may be keeping yourself from heartache or soemthing like it in the future, but youre also cheating yourself on good times to be had now. shit happens. live in the moment. hold NOTHING back. ((we are permanent, by the way, and NO i'm not just saying that))

2)YOU are BEAUTIFUL. everyone's flawed. if they werent we'd all be like jesus and what fun is that? intimidation is a silly thing, and dont let it happen to you. you have no reason to feel inferior to anyone, and if anyone makes you feel less than what you are they can... go.... sail a boat?. yea, um, moving on.

3)guys suck. let things happen on their own, and it's all peace. *(then again, thats what i do, and i screw everything up in that area, so disregard this advice.)

ok, thats my advice for now but for the record i havent slept in 4 days. i say no worries, be happy, screw the world and come dance with me!!
I LOVE YOU!! <3 SMILES