it all began with a whisper---
“who’s there?”

a whisper soon became a scream.

You, whose face i cannot see, grab my arms from behind
and twist them so i cannot escape---
    escape what You plan to do to me.

You pull me back into the shadows and tie me to a broken light pole.

there is no light anywhere. darkness entrenches me.

“HELP! HELP!”

no answer.

no ( Read more... )

that rave last night: fucking awesome.

anywho, just dropping a note: HAPPY

i got into pace.

not only that, i got into their applied psychology and human relations program.

after losing 25 since the end of august, i am motivated to lose another 20 ( Read more... )

alright, so if you haven't already heard, i'm transferring out. going someplace else. i've applied to pace university and the university of maryland. and i register tomorrow for classes as a back-up plan. anywho, for one of my essays i thought i'd write about the protest... they were asking me to discuss a local, national, or personal issue. of ( Read more... )

been reading past entries and whatnot, and now i feel emo.

*goes emo-ing in the corner in florida*

i really hate drama. i told one person something and apparently i'm not the only one telling people the same thing. but everything gets blamed on me, of course. and now it seems like everyone hates me....

can i just leave now? kthxbye.

i start work monday.
i have the angels & airwaves/taking back sunday/head automatica concert july 12.
i'm obsessed with baking.
i saw superman returns on july 27.
my hair is gone.
i have a new car.

that is all.

my lj is no longer friends only. because i don't care anymore.

i just learned how to make digital hearts.

&hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts

i am mildly amused.

friends only. comment to be added.