I totally know what you are going through. It is rough and exhausting. My mind is always analyizng everything. I mean, sometimes it's way too much!!! "Did I say the wrong thing?" "What did he/she mean when they mentioned that?" "Where am I going to be five years from now?" And so on and so on. . . I also cannot sleep. I have been sleeping in too late and staying up till 3 sometimes 4 in the morning. But be careful of using too much and getting caught in that trap. I know you are way stronger than that cuz you've already recognized it *hugs* I have never liked being alone, but what keeps me happy is knowing I have you on the other side of the world and sometimes we get to chat :) I have also been trying to put these feelings on paper. Be it poetry, journals, or drawings. It seems to cleanse my mind a bit. I hope our minds calm down. And I seriously think of you a lot. My dream was to always go to your country, but now it has grown into meeting you. Hanging out. And finally giving you the biggest hug you could imagine.
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My mind is always analyizng everything. I mean, sometimes it's way too much!!! "Did I say the wrong thing?" "What did he/she mean when they mentioned that?" "Where am I going to be five years from now?" And so on and so on. . .
I also cannot sleep. I have been sleeping in too late and staying up till 3 sometimes 4 in the morning. But be careful of using too much and getting caught in that trap. I know you are way stronger than that cuz you've already recognized it *hugs*
I have never liked being alone, but what keeps me happy is knowing I have you on the other side of the world and sometimes we get to chat :) I have also been trying to put these feelings on paper. Be it poetry, journals, or drawings. It seems to cleanse my mind a bit.
I hope our minds calm down. And I seriously think of you a lot. My dream was to always go to your country, but now it has grown into meeting you. Hanging out. And finally giving you the biggest hug you could imagine.
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