I'm too fucking tired. It's been a long night. I at least had fun, but now I'm back where I started and still can't sleep.

I have to prepare for a 5-7 minute speech on expressionism for Tuesday. I made the honor thingy for mira costa, lol.

I think I'm finally kicking the drug and I already notice the old danny stepping up to the plate. Shit just got real.

For spring break. Wonderful.

Because gradually coming off a drug is only to dampen withdrawl. I'm no pussy.

http://www.angelfire.com/trek/caver/index.html

Read this story a couple years ago and creeped the hell out of me. Good read.

Human sexuality is intensely boring. By intensely, I mean that instead of writing down my shoddy notes I doze off and draw interesting pictures. Even for family life 2.0, I don't think I've ever dreaded a class about sex before ( Read more... )

So I opened up my sexuality book to throw some papers in there right now and of course it's the page with 3 different hairy vaginas on it. WTF. Human sexuality is not turning out to what I'd thought it would be. I thought we'd be learning about the psychology behind sexual behaviors, why there's deviance, why there's violence, why it's so taboo, ( Read more... )

the one class I was certain I was going to bail on for the third time, but I'm sticking with it.

I have to do an object speech next tuesday and I have no idea what object I'm going to pick. I'm such a boring person, it's insane. I don't do anything remarkable or interesting.

This sucks.

Human sexuality is going to be freaking awesome. The teacher is some older lady from Virgina and her accent is classic. I like how we had to sign a freakin' waver on the first day ( Read more... )

I'm not tired and it's 2:00 in the morning. I need to do a lot of shit, but I can't get myself to do it ( Read more... )

I'm tired but today was the beginning of something awesome. Right now I don't know what to think about my future or how I'm going to handle it. Things don't look the greatest but at least I'm doing something about it. Well, the only thing I can do really.

I have to make good on a some things, that's for damn sure.