and you don't know why

[darkgreylenses]

In the distance I saw a child bouncing on a trampoline, hair streaming golden in the lamp-starred night.  I had given up feeling any real emotion at all about my lack of personal attachments or places to go.  Yesterday, I stood on a station platform and watched the express trains go hurtling past at a hundred miles an hour, and thought, "If I was

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[darkgreylenses]

yes... I keep dabbling in a life the real world, but somehow I always end up falling back into the comforts of my inner life. It's both comforting and embarrassing, because I have to pretend to everyone I know on the outside that I'm normal :/

thank you :)