I really need to see Rush in June. Hook me up. Anyone got friends in high places? I don't want to buy expensive scalper tickets, but I will go. I have to. Obsessions! I have to! NOW. NOW! RIGHT NOW!

okay. . . Calmed.

( Click below for a lesson from the Canadian Power Trio :) )

What do you do when you see the strands of different machinations working around you and they are impure?

I sit there and watch it happen, not able to do anything really. It doesn't affect my life directly, just turns and twists and manipulates those around me - and I stare with a kind of wide-eyed wonder. He plays the familiar game, fuck he ( Read more... )

So this weekend. Whew. I put the Dis in Disappointment :)

Expectations, assumptions. Asses, you and me.. the whole nine yards. <-- ignorant blather.

Rejection - that's the worst feeling. The being in love part - getting hurt by that - yeah I can deal with that.. it's the rejection part that I forgot. Man that hurts. That's what I've been brooding ( Read more... )

The closer it gets, I tell you. Not going into specifics, but it's amazing how when you finally start trusting yourself to act with a modicum of good humor, and forgiveness and overlook that which should be overlooked, we fuck it all up by thinking too much. Doing too much. I remember now why I shelled myself off those years ago, sure it may seem ( Read more... )

Here's my main hero, a Magic Scrapper by the name of DarkGriffon. Katana's are cool.


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Sometimes people make it easy ( Read more... )

It's funny. You get to the crossroad and have a decision to make, and even though it seems like it would be easy, it hardly ever is.

When you love something and it doesn't respond to all that you give it, whether it should, could or would, doesn't matter, you feel like you're left holding the empty carcass of the thing. So should I put it on a ( Read more... )

Worked out twice this week so far! Woohoo!


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Another inside line or reasoning betwixt the lemon-girl and myself. We feel conflicted and can blame it on our boxes... well here.. let the reference from where it came from explain - this is an excerpt from the Wolves of Calla, by Stephen King.

Hopefully someday our boxes will align, and all will be better...easier. Kinder.

Go on and live it Eddie ( Read more... )

Goodbye cruel world ( Read more... )