i need to learn to let go and not take everything so personally.

i can't get upset when it doesn't always go my way.

if they're trying to destroy me.

they are being very successful.

it's time for me to grow up and get a real job.

life is way too expensive.

and i am making too many mistakes.

i'm an idiot for thinking things could change.

they never do.

 byeeee 2007

i'm ready for a new beginning

somedays i think i grew up to be EVERYTHING i never wanted to be.

dear cupid,

could you make him tall this time?

and if it's not too much to ask, give him a decent personality.

and make sure he isn't a creepy clingy type.

that's all.

thank you.

love,
lauren

EDIT:: could he please be single ?

i guess what i said i didn't want ended today.

i'll add him to the list.
(i'm sick of this)

i need to grow up and get my life together

Hi my name is Lauren Welden
and I am a comittment phobe

<3 <3 <3